The Bridge

Today was a day full uncertainty making me worry for our future.  I didn't work on any inspiring project that could make me money.  After all, my tribana's sit with no one buying.  I have taking apart dresses from the 40's n 50's that I want to re-purpose into something new, but I never once put thought into today.  My day was numb.  I had some ebay items to ship, one which had stains I didn't notice, so I sent it free, minus the shipping.  It was a low from last weeks shipping, which was much better.  But reality is, neither are great.  Again I find myself doubting my abilities to help provide for my family, and its time for me to step up too.  I eventually went to my quiet place and said my many prayers which I have added March 23rds God Calling.  I could hear in my husbands voice his sadness, being at a job where he is feels no longer wanted.  Being ignored by the guy who holds all the power at his job.  Other disappointments also happened for him to day.  I texted him, and said, have faith.  Where was my faith today?  I feel as though I am taking steps back.  I find myself thinking ahead and worrying about tomorrow, the day after...and what can I do...and what can he do...what can we do.  I said nothing of my feelings, they make me feel sad, and a little ashamed.  All the words of God and here I am feeling insecure.
After dinner, we sit and watch some TV together to forget about our troubles, before I turned on the TV I wanted to read my God Calling for March 26th and do my blog.  I will end my blog today with what I read in God Calling, and let me say, its crazy how much I needed to read this today.
I am with you to guide you and help you.  Unseen forces are controlling your destiny. Your petty fears are groundless.
What of a man walking thru a glorious glade who fretted because ahead there lay a river and he might not be able to cross it, when all the time, that river was spanned by a bridge?  And what if that man had a friend who knew the way - had planned it - and assured him that at no part of the journey would any unforeseen contingency arise, and that all was well?
So leave your foolish fears, and follow Me, your Guide, and determinedly refuse to consider the problems of to-morrow. My message to you is, trust and wait.
(I now feel foolish)